HEY EVERYONE still alive and well here in Abancay with my gringo Comp who's birthday is today😉 It's been an interesting last 4 weeks with a lot of people on date but none of the baptisms going through and more roller coaster traveling than I've probably done in total here in Peru so it's been exciting😅 I'll slip in some cliff hangers or things that happened and if you want to know more just send me a quick message and I'll try to explain more in depth!!!
Monday, November 1, 2021
1 Month later... 10/11/21
Repentance (Elder Bednar edition) 8/31/21
Last week of the transfer already wow!! This week was probably one of the longest weeks I have had in a long time! To give y'all the simplified cliff notes version we had 10 baptisms planned in the zone of 3 companionships for this weekend and only 3 of them happened, we had 2 family home evenings that no one went to except the homies of the YSA that are our little team, we were supposed to have 25 new people and we ended up having 10, one of the sister companionships may have COVID and the other is having stomach problems... all around an interesting week haha.
Now I could go through and just say that this week was terrible but honestly with all things considered... it was. No just kidding I actually look back on last week and see the things I can do to be better. It was a week of reflection for me especially in respect to the baptisms. We were all pretty dang bummed that they didn't happen and we even called the ones who didn't want to be baptized anymore (that weren't even our investigators) and tried to ask them what the problem was to help them. For this next week we should have 5-6 baptisms this weekend and for sure 2 of them will happen for us but the other 3 we aren't sure yet. The two we have are named Marco and Manuel so for those who go to the temple or want to include them in your prayers, that would be super awesome!For the majority of you already know... I am probably the king of being hard on myself and so after hearing that in 2 days before our big activity with the baptisms 5 of the 8 had canceled... welp I was not very happy. Not because we didn't achieve our goal but I reflected on the things I had done and decided that man I personally need to be doing more. I know the majority of you read that and immediately wish you could grab me by the throat and say "Knock it off you're doing fine" but for me fine isn't enough it never has and frankly I hope it never will. Fine implies a plateau. If you hike a high mountain with more to go and turn around saying your fine well 1 of two things may happen. 1. you turn around and go back down or 2. you take a break and wait till you are ready to continue. The life of a missionary can't stop because people don't stop. It's not dependent upon whether or not I want to stop or I would spend most of the day inside talking with my American companion about sports or something. The reason I put the title as "Repentance (Elder Bednar Verson)" , apart from the fact that I love him and all he has to say, is because he explains repentance beautifully. He says that when we sin we turn away from God and so we are inviting people to RE-turn to God and let him take over. As I think about the changes I need to make to be a better person the majority of them are fixed by truly RE-turning to God and allowing him to help me make the changes. Being on that hike looking up it's almost insane to think that you still have that much more to go and it is haha it really truely is insane because you could never have anticipated the climb before you started. THAT is what the Atonement of Jesus Christ helps us to do, turn to God when you know there is no way you can do it alone and in those moments... he will be more than happy to help you along the way.Love you all and hope the Monsoons aren't hitting too hard haha
Its Our Duty 8/23/21
Well it's been a good long hard fulfilling challenging 2 weeks haha. We started last week with "ganas" to go hard and do everything possible to organize the branch and to call people and set baptismal dates! We got kind of burned out a little but we did go to Cusco and see Elder Zevallos and talk with him a bit, so that was awesome!! He is the area president over Peru, Bolivia, Columbia, Ecuador, and Venezuela. He gave some good insight on how we should go about moving the work forward and keep ourselves digno (worthy) to receive the necessary help.
Miracle of Member Work 8/9/21
First week in Abancay was amazing!!!! We decided beforehand that we were going to "chambear" or work hard with members and man was that the move!! Really apart from the missionary work we haven't had anything different happen. Sooooo I'll get on with the many miracles we have seen.
Transfer-Abancay 8/2/21
I know... I know, I'm sorry. I'll try to fill y'all in. We had a multizona or Zone Conference a couple of weeks ago instead of having the Area President Elder Zavallos come visit us which was cool and sad at the same time but he's coming the 10th so we're good. We got to talk with a bible basher too a couple of weeks ago which was pretty much the worst. He didn't just call us out for a something we taught he literally tore us apart talking about how we were late and that we didnt start with a prayer and that if we preach the doctrine we should know it first... Not gunna lie, I felt pretty terrible after that. However it encouraged me to want to know more so that situation NEVER happens again.
Fearing Man More Than God 6/26/21
Ok to all who have wanted an email the last month I am so sorry... This last month has probably passed by the quickest of all of the other months in my mission thus far. I have had some pretty incredible learning experiences and met some amazing people! I am still in Cusco after the tansfer and I have a new companion who is super chill and thinks a lot like I do. The mission is still having to close areas because we don't have enough missionaries so we took all of one of our areas instead of Half so we have 3 full areas that are SUPER promising.
We had a leadership council in a city called Puerto Maldonado which is basically in the corner of Brazil, Bolivia, and Peru. Kind of reminded me of Arizona with how the weather was but other than that it was a super cool experience!! To get there it's about a 10-11 hour bus ride through... once again... vomit town... but it actually wasn't too terrible. We left at 8:30pm to arrive at about 6:30am so red-eye bus ride😅 We had the opportunity to play a lot of different games and sports and I took 2nd place in a ping pong tournament but lost to the 2nd counselor in the Mission Presidency... sad. We did another puertas abiertas where basically we prepare little stations and people walk through and we explain the gospel and what the church does. We had another group of 14-16 Elders living in our house so that was... interesting to say the least but there all cool so it's ok.This part is going to be a bit lengthy so bear with me. A couple of weeks ago I realized I have retained a lot of bad habits that I want to stop. Out mission president had said that we should all take the things we want to stop doing or get rid of in our lives and write them down on a piece of paper. Then we should destroy these pieces of paper and forget about them to symbolize the destruction of these bad things. Sounds cool right? welp... for me it doesn't work. I think too much and as soon as the things are destroyed I forget that I wanted to destroy them and I keep doing the same thing. SOOOOO I decided to do things a little differently and I kept all of the papers I destroyed and put them in a little bottle so I would never forget the things I promised to stop doing. I then thought to myself "What is the one thing they all have in common and maybe I can start there?" Well... I'll tell y'all a little secret and it's that the answer is something that controls ALL of our problems. It's the simple concept of fearing MAN more than God. If we really believe that God knows all and we really believe that through Jesus Christ we can be saved... then when it comes time to doubt whether we should do the right thing or not based on what others are going to think... THAT is the moment when we need to remember that God knows all and can inflict much more pain on those who reject us than those who reject us ever will be able to inflict on us. As missionaries we run into this all the time and it's pretty hard to put this principle to action but I PROMISE that it works. "The character of Christ is turning outward when the natural man in you and me would turn inward." -Bednar (Character of Christ). Don't learn about Christ... learn from and of him. Be willing to stand firm and fear God more than man and be willing to do it now because he needs us now more than ever.Love you all and I know God has a special place for each one of you!!!
Wednesday, May 26, 2021
John 3:10
Welp everyone I can't believe I am already writing my weekly it feels like I wrote my last one yesterday! The mission is like that sometimes. They say that days feel like weeks and weeks feel like days. Kind of trippy not gunna lie haha. But all is well here in Cusco! We had a Multizona (Zone Conference) between the 2 zones of Cusco and it was super cool! We learned a ton and planned a trip to a place called Calca in the Sacred Valley. Super pretty and completely covered by mountains so it was even cooler!! We spend the day Friday there preparing to do "Open Doors" at the church and contacting the people that lived there. We went back to Cusco for the night but returned all day Saturday to do the Open Doors at the church. I'll attach pictures below of the church but man if you were inside the walls you would not even begin to think it was a chapel haha.
If You Know What is Right....Don't Justify, Just Do It
CRAZY WEEK
Wow this week was quite the adventure!! This email will be a little more of a reflection. So to give a little bit of a back story... I was having a ton of doubts about the little things like "Does God hear my prayers" and I couldn't find the motivation to get up and keep going. I would dream of being home and talking about my mission and then wake up a missionary. Not to be dramatic but it hurt to get up and get going in the morning and I didn't know why. So I put myself aside and prayed... maybe more intense than I ever had in a long time. I sat there and thought and did everything in my power to put my mind to rest with all of the things that were circling around in there. I didn't receive an answer or anything super crazy, just a simple calm.Make Room for the Unexpected
I think one word to give this week would be packed! It seemed as though every companionship needed something haha. We were gone all morning every morning trying to fix windows and buy glasses and all sorts of stuff and barely had time to get to our sector to do the missionary work. There were a lot of times where I felt bad for taking time away from missionary work to help and serve other missionaries. We tried to do what we could to at least get to texting a lot of the people we had in our contacts and that seemed to work pretty well. Overall I'm glad that today is a bit of a rest from all of the things we have had to do during the week. Also, because I showed up super late we are in week 6 of the transfer and will figure out transfer info saturday!! I really don't have a ton of expectations for the transfer but we have another gringo living with us named Elder Babbitt. He is from Mesa too and went to Desert Ridge soooo small world!!!
Talk written to be read in home ward (Before he left for Peru)
Good Morning Friends and Family of Fremont Hill, I wish I could have done some of this in person but the opportunity to share a few experiences from the last year of my mission is something I couldn’t pass up. I have been in Utah now for 8 months and a missionary for 11. I have loved just about every moment of it! I am sad to leave Utah and I will be departing for my original assignment to Cusco, Peru April 8th.
I would like to start my talk off with a story but I would also like to give some background. Many of you know I left on my mission the week of the very first in-person church meeting for this ward. I was able to get up and give somewhat of a farewell with the time that I was allotted. Previous to this meeting I had been released as a missionary for 8 weeks and had gone on vacations and met up with friends and had even gone on a few dates. Overall... not preparing myself for what was about to come my way. Those 8 weeks made the MTC feel a lot like an EFY. Something that just came... and went. I definitely paid the price for my lack of preparation.
Just about 2 weeks into the first transfer in the mission I broke. Everything I had done or said or experienced weighed itself heavily on my mind. I spent many months studying Spanish but any time someone asked me a question it was as if my mouth was forced shut. I couldn’t speak and it drove me insane because all of you know I LOVE to talk. I also had just come out of a lesson where I had no idea how to explain the story of Joseph Smith in Spanish... or in English. At that moment it occurred to me just how little I knew. I felt small, incapable, fake... How was I supposed to teach the gospel to everyone I interact with if I have no idea how to explain the story that started the gospel? I went to see my Zone Leader and good friend on the mission to ask for some advice. After I had explained everything that was going on and what had happened and how I felt he simply asked the question “How is your scripture study?” I replied
with a shy “well... I mean I read the scriptures”. He said “Yes but do you STUDY them?” As I thought back before High School all the way up until that moment I realized that scripture study was the 1 thing I hadn’t focused on. So I made it a goal to STUDY the Book of Mormon. A good friend of mine had given me the Book of Mormon Journal addition as a gift and so I used it as such. The first day I opened the book and read it intently everything came together. Everything I had learned in my Spanish had caught up to my ability to speak. I wrote on the margin what I thought about each section and what scriptures I liked and wanted to use in the mission. I made a timeline of the book chapter by chapter with as much detail as I could put in without taking up too much time and room.
After finishing the last chapter of Moroni I was ready to know if this book was true or not. I got on my knees and prayed to know but received nothing... absolutely nothing. For 20 minutes I sat waiting for an answer but... nothing. I won’t lie, it scared me a lot. I had just put all this time and effort into reading and studying and writing and learning only to have received nothing. To this day that moment confuses me. I’ve looked at it from every angle to try to figure out what went wrong.
So, for those of you who know also, I am someone who works and works and works and if something doesn't work out I figure out why and I change, adjust, adapt, and work. That has been something I have learned how to embrace on the mission. So let’s fast forward to last week. I completely ran out of steam. I've been in this area for 6 months and have tried to help members see missionary work as important and I've trained twice and have been district leader for 2 transfers over a city that can't seem to baptize. In this area I’ve taught 30+ different people and put 3 of them on date for baptism, all of which passed their date and were not baptized. We've worked to figure out the most efficient route but it never seems to yield the results. Like I said I
work to figure it out so I wasn't going to give up because the only guarantee to giving up is that whatever you give up will NEVER succeed.
So in my frustration I decided to consult the people who know me better than anyone... my parents. I called and explained what was happening and how frustrated I felt not knowing what to do next. I said what I needed to and man did I get some good feedback but one thing stood out that I would like to share with you all. As I finished the call my dad asked me the simple question “Why did it take Nephi 3 times to get the plates?” I began to think “Well maybe it was some sort of preparation or a way to test his faith.” He simply looked at me and said “I don’t know... I have no idea why it took him 3 times but it did.” Now Brothers and Sisters for those of you who have served missions you know I could go on and on about my experiences here. I have learned so much about myself, others, God and his son Jesus Christ, Joseph Smith, and the Gospel as a whole. I may not be able to testify perfectly of everything I have taught to others out on the mission or even all of the basic concepts of the gospel but I can testify of 1 thing and that 1 thing is God’s plan for us. I don’t know why COVID-19 is a thing or why it happened, I don’t know why I stayed in Utah for a year before getting called to depart for my original assignment in Peru, I don’t know why all of the things we have suffered in the last year were necessary but I KNOW that they were. I also know that we are all here for a reason and the influence from others in our lives is there for a reason. The simple invitation I wish to give is to be that reason for someone else. Treat others the way you want to be treated. One of the greatest quotes is simply “No one cares how much you know, until they know how much you care.” Love, Share, Invite Brothers and Sisters is the simple invitation given to us as missionaries but it is meant for all. I am so grateful for the influence you have all had on me and my family in the years we have lived in this ward. I will always remember the leaders and friendships in this ward
and I hope to pick things back up where they left off when I return. I don’t know why it took Nephi 3 times to get the plates but maybe the first time wasn’t going to strengthen him much so don’t. give. up. because you may be exactly what someone needs... in the name of Jesus Christ, Amen.
Monday, April 19, 2021
Adapt, Overcome, Convert
I'M HERE!!!! Week 2 here in Peru does not feel like week 2 it feels like month 2 haha. Man where do I begin and how do I describe all that has been going on? Well let's start with there are only 3 Americans in this mission and I was the first and only for about a week so that was weird. I was the "Gringo" of the mission. I'm settling into things SUPER well and I know 100% that it is by the power of our loving father in heaven that I have been able to be confortable here. The altitude is actually 12000 feet which is insane but again, miracles are real and I haven't had any problems. The food is also pretty much the same, just a ton of rice and potato type stuff. There is this thing called Lomo Saltado that is soooooo good!! They also are attempting to launch facebook and well... I am one of the only one with previous experience with it sooooo... it's been a pretty cool experience being involved with it all. I also have settled in pretty nicely to being a Zone Leader but mainly because it isn't much different than District leader just with more stuff added on. We have the same roles as district leaders because there are no districts so we are just District and Zone Leader combined.
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